Y' know, it is humorous how infrequently life can play it tricks to us.
How life done complacency turn so tricky.
It done us trust during first, done us believed that complacency was something that possible, something that can be achieved. Yeah, life done us believed that complacency was existing, that we will be means to indeed be happy eventually.
But here comes a wily part, life will always stands in a approach to be happy. Life would always give us burden.
Well, like everybody said, life's sucks. And we consider "suck" was a usually many respectful approach to report life, cos life is hard, it's brutally vindictive, it's bitchin' a ruin out of each singular one of us.
Well, life and complacency is never come in a same term. It's roughly like complacency in life is impossible.
And for someone who's been disappoints in life few too many times than what they can handle, life ain't usually screwing them, life indeed pennyless them.
And somewhere along a way, we stop trust that complacency is possible. We stop trust that complacency is exist.
And it usually done us so most pennyless inside. We didn't trust anything anymore. Faith, hopes, complacency seems so distant away, it turn something that we can usually dream. A dream that dreamers can usually be dreamt.
And finally, we stopped perplexing to be happy.
We stopped perplexing to found happiness.
We gave adult defining happiness.
We gave adult being happy.
Because complacency became frightening so we're using frightened when we're about to feel a small bit happiness.
And it's simply since we fearful to feel defect anymore. We fearful to be exposed anymore when we let a self trust that complacency is probable though in a same time, life dog us out and make us comprehend that complacency is not exist usually in time we start trust again.
So yeah, it is humorous how life can be so tricky. It duped us to trust before indeed dump a explosve to screw us..
Few nights ago, we pronounced to my crony that we suspicion that we was never going to be happy. And I'm fearful so we was loyal cos in this moment, complacency seem ain't genuine for me. And we don't know either we had bravery left to try found complacency anymore.
I usually gave adult being happy...
Well...well... So most for come behind posting from a really prolonged time, eh??
So contemptible guys for a absence... :)


